Here again!

I am having a test tmrow but my mind is blown somewhere else by something strange to me. I need somebody to talk to. Let me see their face by skyping or msn or whatever. But the person I was waiting for few hours didnt appear. And the next person whom I hope to see her cute face turned me down. :(

Basically too many things happened around me these days, which make me feel that this year is REALLY undoubtedly unlucky for me(I mean Chinese calendar). Mum said she went to the temple to da-siu-yan aka pukul orang kecil for me already but still the world doesnt seem to treat me a little bit better. I offended people, became more lazy, wasted so much time to go online and fb-ing, sleeping so much, met with people whom I think they are there for my money and etc etc. Sigh.

Was browsing through a few friends' blogs and they mentioned about food! Haizz I miss Malaysia's food. And someone promised to bring me for steak at some hill LAST YEAR but didn't accomplish. And me being such a bad friend reminds her everytime I get to talk to her. Wei I am missing you Lee Pui Shan :((

And Nikki our Pavilion shopping spreeee.

And YYS our laugh-till-you-drop session.

And Shanx our secret-sharing phone calls.

And CC you said we should at least meet once before I go overseas, but till now I haven seen you in real person before.

And Eldrick our talking-on-phone session which each time ended so fast because credit finished dee.

And Chanhui I miss skyping and talking nonsense with you.

I am so desperately needing a break :(
P/S: It is not easy to be a good person. Everything you do for yourself might be seen as an act of self-centered. Everything you do to protect yourself is known as an useless excuse to defend what mistake you have done.

Haizz being a human being is so troublesome. Perhaps if I am to choose what to become for my next life, I think I will choose to be a cow in India-who just dont have to care about what others think.