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Huh!Finally finished with P3. It sucks actually because me this careless girl didnt see the part (ii) of that vector question, meaning that I nearly lost 6marks to the respective CIE Mat Salleh. Great applause to myself.

Anyhow I managed to grab the last 1minute to do that question. Really wonder how I could stay calm to do that question without using a small bit of my brainpower. All conquered by my nerves I think. Hope I can do well for Stats paper next Fri.Pray hard for me.

Top in the world list is out. Kinda sad because I wasnt one of the 15 genius that got Top in the world for Maths. Actually I didnt feel any surprise when I first know about the list until this scenario appears to me.

Haziq: Hey Pb congrats!!
Pb: Huh?What are you talking about?
Haziq: Dont fake la!!Top in the world right?
Pb: Nola I din get.
Haziq: Really? TIPU!!!
Pb: @$^$#@$%%$#*

I hate people for having high hopes on me. I hate people for expecting me to get something impossible. I hate to make people feel that I can do everything. I hate people who think that I am so great! My dear, I am not that good. Maybe sometimes I can do very well but it doesnt mean that I can achieve what people expect me to do. The feeling of sadness starts to overwhelm me for the whole day after that. I am not Milton ok!!! Anyway I am still very happy that my darling yys got Top In Malaysia for Physics. She deserves it muackss!!

Only until yesterday that I feel that I am so loved. Many people actually know that I care about this A2 exam, so their phone calls and messages reach me before my exam.Thanks JH for your precious RM2 message from HK. Thanks for still remembering when am I sitting for exam even though you are so busy with tonnes of work. Thanks CH for your phone call from Poland. It warms my heart and boosts my confidence. Not even once you missed wishing me for exam since I know you, You really made your promise, I know you are always with me no matter where you are. Thanks mummy for all the nagging and phone calls. I dont feel any pain and bitterness of suffering through all this hard time when I think of you. I love you all. (I know Murugs is praying for me as well, just that he didnt msg me because I didnt reply his message. So sorry I dont know how much is it to send a message to Russia)

Its time for me to study again. Yeah finally tonight can use the RM300 duit terkecek to eat kao-kao with Andrew they all! Hope exam finishes asap so I can go eat the most well-known Fo-Tiao-Qiang in Sepang!