Basically imma now in a very slack mode not ready for exam and life yet. But waking up in palpitation every morning is just so freaking annoying. Everyday going to class, feeling stupid, coming back home feeling exhausted, plan to start studying at night but ended up watching videos on youtube. Haih life.
Keep telling myself to work hard yet the motivation keeps fleeting away.
Until I saw that post about how hard they work to achieve what they want. Then I started thinking of myself, my life, about how spending the most precious time in my life here in India, trying to achieve what I always want to do. Trying to reassure myself that I am just one step away, crossing the next traffic light down at the next junction is my ultimate aim =)
The previous week was a really dark one for myself. Kind of lost myself in this entirely alien place (not knowing why). Luckily there are still friends who whatsapp me all the time to keep me accompanied. Thanks alot even though you only call me when u are driving home from work alone, when you feel frustrated, and when you need someone to go pasar malam along.
But I feel happy listening to those stuffs. Saying " What?! you dont know burgerlab? Kampung betul. Come back fast la I bring you to eat."
or " I go first now and next time go with you again ok? Morning u go shopping I sleep in the hotel. At night only you drag me out to eat".
It makes me feel treasured you know :) Most of the time I am always the one doing all this. Saying weiii miss our bedtime stories session, I miss us running up the hill together and shout all the way down, I miss sitting in your car parked in front of McD and I am always the one going down to buy icecream for us.
Whenever I feel suffocated, I always look up and say Thank God, Thanks for giving me so much, so much that I dont know how to repay You.
3 more days to another weekend yay.
Everyday I feel thankful that everyone I love is still breathing. I can't ask for more, thank you.
(Dark shadows please go away, I am full of positive energy now YAYYY!)
Keep telling myself to work hard yet the motivation keeps fleeting away.
Until I saw that post about how hard they work to achieve what they want. Then I started thinking of myself, my life, about how spending the most precious time in my life here in India, trying to achieve what I always want to do. Trying to reassure myself that I am just one step away, crossing the next traffic light down at the next junction is my ultimate aim =)
The previous week was a really dark one for myself. Kind of lost myself in this entirely alien place (not knowing why). Luckily there are still friends who whatsapp me all the time to keep me accompanied. Thanks alot even though you only call me when u are driving home from work alone, when you feel frustrated, and when you need someone to go pasar malam along.
But I feel happy listening to those stuffs. Saying " What?! you dont know burgerlab? Kampung betul. Come back fast la I bring you to eat."
or " I go first now and next time go with you again ok? Morning u go shopping I sleep in the hotel. At night only you drag me out to eat".
It makes me feel treasured you know :) Most of the time I am always the one doing all this. Saying weiii miss our bedtime stories session, I miss us running up the hill together and shout all the way down, I miss sitting in your car parked in front of McD and I am always the one going down to buy icecream for us.
Whenever I feel suffocated, I always look up and say Thank God, Thanks for giving me so much, so much that I dont know how to repay You.
3 more days to another weekend yay.
Everyday I feel thankful that everyone I love is still breathing. I can't ask for more, thank you.
(Dark shadows please go away, I am full of positive energy now YAYYY!)
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