What pheeba listens to.

Just tweeted about this and thought it might not be enough to express how much I like this song HAHAHA. So I wanna recommend this song on my blog. Came across this song RANDOMLY on I DUNNO WHERE, pressed play, and liked it. Its an accident =)

Am not really a j-pop or k-pop fans and I used to emphasize alot on lyrics, or at least something that I can understand. Nowadays things have changed a little as in I started getting messages from the tunes itself (ok not as in "messages" literally zzz). I have no idea who this flumpool is, but when one song hits you at that right point, it gets imprinted in your cerebral cortex.

A very simple song. Me loveeee =)

Okla since we are talking about jap/korean wave here, of course la have to share my fav video here :D

Jaejin's voice is BIG BIG LOVEEEEEEE <3 b="b" nbsp="nbsp">
(okay and this "oppa" thing is not really applicable to me because he is like wayyyyy younger than me T.T)





And yea, I choose to step back and refuse to follow the "listen" wave. 

OhMaiGawd

Finally! After 2 days of hardwork and straining my eyes like how those villagers are supposed to strain the water with double layer of cloth to kill cyclops (commed overdose :p) MY ITUNES IS LOOKING PRETTIER THAN ITS OWNER NOW! wahahahahahaha happy die me.

I have always wanted to make the nice and proper itunes layout but unfortunately everytime I give up because its toooooo annoying and troublesome.

Okla I admit I peer pressure :p Both my housemates have extraordinarily organized itunes library and its only me with the songs-here-and-there lib.

I have no idea which oversmart software engineer designed itunes. Its one of the most annoying program on earth. I would like to put it under #1.

YIPPIE~!!! *dancing one more night remix version in the room*

wheeee~!

Supposed to feel very relieved and relaxing after the last theory paper today, but strangely I didnt. Sometimes I really think that med school has somehow shaped us into automatically responding exam machines, with the adrenaline rush and stress during exam its almost impossible to sleep and eat well.

I think my cholinergic system really has to start dominating now. Haven't been sleeping properly for the past one week and surprisingly I could stay up to study whole night- with a clear mind not that type where your mind is partially detached and saliva drooling on textbooks. Exams turned out to be just fine because all I want is to just pass. 3rd year has been a great relaxing honeymoon year and the final challenge is reaching in no time.

I wanna go back to Malaysia :( Wanna wear my black dress and heels to shop at KLCC, wanna eat at that dimsum shop opposite my house, wanna go for road trip with friends, wanna go malacca for food as I have promised.

And I have kinda figured out what to wear on that day going home hahaha.

Pracs starting next sunday. Haihhh. But tomorrow is gonna be a book-free day yay. I <3 the stress-free me. So much.

TWO more to go this week.

Must really say that Taylor Swift is a very talented artist. But I always find someone singing her songs better than she does hahahaha. 

After exam I shall download and compile a whole new collection of my favorite covers. But ufff that level of difficulty when you gotta select the favorite songs ONLY because your old and aged  still functional mp3 player can only accomodate 1GB of songs. And my pinky gotta be multitasking for this coming trip- as a phone+camera+song player+facebook+twitter. 

Planned to study after lunch but now I think I should take a nap after listening to this for FIVE  TEN times. 

Loving him is like driving a new Maserati down a dead-end street
Faster than the wind, passionate as sin ending so suddenly
Loving him is like trying to change your mind once you're already flying through the free fall
Like the colors in autumn, so bright just before they lose it all

Losing him was blue like I'd never known
Missing him was dark grey all alone
Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you never met
But loving him was red
Loving him was red

Touching him was like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in front of you
Memorizing him was as easy as knowing all the words to your old favorite song
Fighting with him was like trying to solve a crossword and realizing there's no right answer
Regretting him was like wishing you never found out that love could be that strong

Losing him was blue like I'd never known
Missing him was dark grey all alone
Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you never met
But loving him was red
Oh red
Burning red

Remembering him comes in flashbacks and echoes
Tell myself it's time now, gotta let go
But moving on from him is impossible
When I still see it all in my head
Burning red
Loving him was red

Loving him was red :)

waaaa using new app!

lol just wanna try out the new app. good night! :)

November! Time flies.

Ohhhhh maii gawdddd its already November! 2012 is ending next month. Actually I didnt SUDDENLY realise this because I follow Santa Claus on twitter and he kind of countdown ___days to Xmas everyday. These days I am

THEORETICALLY busy

PRACTICALLY free

PHYSICALLY inactive

MENTALLY congested

SOCIALLY awkward

PSYCHOLOGICALLY- well, I think I deserve grade A.

November is such a cheerful month for me compared to Oct, ufff hated Oct 2012. Basically nothing special happened still I am feeling thankful, grateful, and full of appreciation for everything I have. Gained another level of maturity huh? I will be studying halfway and suddenly thought that ehhh, no powercut today, thank God. Or taking a shower feeling grateful that I can have a hot water bath in this cold weather! But my threshold has gone down so low these days- keep having cold clammy extremities and I actually need to wear sockssssssss in the room *omg faint*

So yea, I basically appreciate everything that I have, very very much.

Especially stubborn people who still choose to text me even though I pissed them off so much.

And the girl who is always willing to open up to me about how much she loved, cared, and being hurt eventually. (Yes I will give him a big slap if I happen to see him in the future)

And the other girl who always tolerate all my nonsense, whom I have so many things in common with. We even have the same thing happening to us at the same time! Always! That makes me believe in horoscope even more hehehe.

And the boy who I can always cry/groan/complain about my shoulder ache and stomach ache and period pain to. (Ohya I always wonder how boys respond when they hear the word "period pain", my rank #1 most annoying reply is LOL swt. followed by silence and crows flying over. )

And the long lost friends who suddenly appear on your whatsapp list out of nowhere asking how are you doing, is everything well, miss you so much hun, was just thinking of you. These people make my day better, knowing that you are actually remembered. I love the feeling of being remembered =) And, who doesn't?


And funny conversations go on. Like the one I received yesterday, (we were talking about a common friend getting engaged)

Me: So yea, when is your turn?
X: I will get married when you do. 
Me: You will invite me one right? Haha even if you dont also I will attend. *muka tembok*
X: Sure. We will get married on the same day. 
Me: Owh, invite me to be the bride la now?
X: Yea, why not? 

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Yes, kawan macam ini really make you look at the phone screen and laugh like an idiot.

Till then, time to study commed and drool saliva on the book.

P/S: I am going to North India next month! *sing and dance one more night*

P/S 2: Imma berry addicted to tweeeterrrrrr. More than facebook. How ah. Haih.

Jason Mraz is not an ordinary human being, he is a genius.

Tyler Ward is not an ordinary singer, he is an angel.

Because his voice cures hurt souls, gives people strength to hold on. Not sure whether it is applicable to everyone, but at least for me, yes he is more than just successful. (And thats what singers aim at right? Being able to convey message and heal broken hearts through songs).

Sometimes you get touched not because of the song, but the lyrics is exactly writing what is in your mind.

Feel so broken-hearted the first time I listened to this.

Yea, I wont give up on us.

Home alone day 1.

So the longggggg awaiting so-called skip-3days-and-get-more-than-a-week-off holiday is here. Just finished ENT exam ystday and it was, urm, the paper smashed me basically. Just pray hard and hope everything will turn out fine. 

Best friends left for Nepal. And at this moment of time I still wonder whether my decision to not go with them is correct. Another upcoming exam in early Nov and I am nowhere near to being prepared. Whole book to read and rmber and I just cant imagine myself sitting in the exam hall waiting for time to pass. *scary* 

These 2days are quite screwed up for me so I kinda went into an emotional breakdown. Falling sick, getting the highest temperature that I have never gotten in my life, start preparing for an exam one week prior, mood swings like roller coaster a day before exam, and a screwed up paper. Everything came in a sudden and I think its normal not able to handle it properly. 

But I keep telling myself that I am strong. 

I can stand disappointment. 

There is always a reason as to why things happened that way.

God knows whats best for me.

I am not a person who prays regularly/have strong beliefs in religion/burn incense wood at home. But I noticed that I become more religious now- am still in search of the path to hand myself into the correct religion, but afterall for me there is one GOD in the world and He is just transformed into different forms in different religions. 

I believe trusting God is a heart consoling thing. At least there is someone to lead me in my heart. 

Gotta take a shower and leave for friend's house. Overnight at her place and attend class mcm budak baik tomorrow. Uffff. 

These days I am kinda addicted to the Cari chinese forum. You really get ALOT of information there regarding everything. Can learn alot and enhance knowledge. I always think that girls should know at least a little bit in every field, yea EVERY. Politics, finance, health, photography, travel and etc. 

You make your world shines, no one else does.

Good night, beautiful world.

Post title using SiWon's favorite quote =P

静静的晚上听首老歌再睡吧。记得调去 720P 哦!