myTunes.

Tuesday, November 27, 2012

TWO more to go this week.

Must really say that Taylor Swift is a very talented artist. But I always find someone singing her songs better than she does hahahaha. 

After exam I shall download and compile a whole new collection of my favorite covers. But ufff that level of difficulty when you gotta select the favorite songs ONLY because your old and aged  still functional mp3 player can only accomodate 1GB of songs. And my pinky gotta be multitasking for this coming trip- as a phone+camera+song player+facebook+twitter. 

Planned to study after lunch but now I think I should take a nap after listening to this for FIVE  TEN times. 




Loving him is like driving a new Maserati down a dead-end street
Faster than the wind, passionate as sin ending so suddenly
Loving him is like trying to change your mind once you're already flying through the free fall
Like the colors in autumn, so bright just before they lose it all

Losing him was blue like I'd never known
Missing him was dark grey all alone
Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you never met
But loving him was red
Loving him was red

Touching him was like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in front of you
Memorizing him was as easy as knowing all the words to your old favorite song
Fighting with him was like trying to solve a crossword and realizing there's no right answer
Regretting him was like wishing you never found out that love could be that strong

Losing him was blue like I'd never known
Missing him was dark grey all alone
Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you never met
But loving him was red
Oh red
Burning red

Remembering him comes in flashbacks and echoes
Tell myself it's time now, gotta let go
But moving on from him is impossible
When I still see it all in my head
Burning red
Loving him was red


Loving him was red :)

Friday, November 23, 2012

waaaa using new app!

lol just wanna try out the new app. good night! :)

Monday, November 19, 2012

November! Time flies.

Ohhhhh maii gawdddd its already November! 2012 is ending next month. Actually I didnt SUDDENLY realise this because I follow Santa Claus on twitter and he kind of countdown ___days to Xmas everyday. These days I am

THEORETICALLY busy

PRACTICALLY free

PHYSICALLY inactive

MENTALLY congested

SOCIALLY awkward

PSYCHOLOGICALLY- well, I think I deserve grade A.

November is such a cheerful month for me compared to Oct, ufff hated Oct 2012. Basically nothing special happened still I am feeling thankful, grateful, and full of appreciation for everything I have. Gained another level of maturity huh? I will be studying halfway and suddenly thought that ehhh, no powercut today, thank God. Or taking a shower feeling grateful that I can have a hot water bath in this cold weather! But my threshold has gone down so low these days- keep having cold clammy extremities and I actually need to wear sockssssssss in the room *omg faint*

So yea, I basically appreciate everything that I have, very very much.

Especially stubborn people who still choose to text me even though I pissed them off so much.

And the girl who is always willing to open up to me about how much she loved, cared, and being hurt eventually. (Yes I will give him a big slap if I happen to see him in the future)

And the other girl who always tolerate all my nonsense, whom I have so many things in common with. We even have the same thing happening to us at the same time! Always! That makes me believe in horoscope even more hehehe.

And the boy who I can always cry/groan/complain about my shoulder ache and stomach ache and period pain to. (Ohya I always wonder how boys respond when they hear the word "period pain", my rank #1 most annoying reply is LOL swt. followed by silence and crows flying over. )

And the long lost friends who suddenly appear on your whatsapp list out of nowhere asking how are you doing, is everything well, miss you so much hun, was just thinking of you. These people make my day better, knowing that you are actually remembered. I love the feeling of being remembered =) And, who doesn't?


And funny conversations go on. Like the one I received yesterday, (we were talking about a common friend getting engaged)

Me: So yea, when is your turn?
X: I will get married when you do. 
Me: You will invite me one right? Haha even if you dont also I will attend. *muka tembok*
X: Sure. We will get married on the same day. 
Me: Owh, invite me to be the bride la now?
X: Yea, why not? 

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Yes, kawan macam ini really make you look at the phone screen and laugh like an idiot.

Till then, time to study commed and drool saliva on the book.

P/S: I am going to North India next month! *sing and dance one more night*

P/S 2: Imma berry addicted to tweeeterrrrrr. More than facebook. How ah. Haih.


Saturday, November 3, 2012


Jason Mraz is not an ordinary human being, he is a genius.

Tyler Ward is not an ordinary singer, he is an angel.

Because his voice cures hurt souls, gives people strength to hold on. Not sure whether it is applicable to everyone, but at least for me, yes he is more than just successful. (And thats what singers aim at right? Being able to convey message and heal broken hearts through songs).

Sometimes you get touched not because of the song, but the lyrics is exactly writing what is in your mind.

Feel so broken-hearted the first time I listened to this.

Yea, I wont give up on us.




Sunday, October 21, 2012

Home alone day 1.

So the longggggg awaiting so-called skip-3days-and-get-more-than-a-week-off holiday is here. Just finished ENT exam ystday and it was, urm, the paper smashed me basically. Just pray hard and hope everything will turn out fine. 

Best friends left for Nepal. And at this moment of time I still wonder whether my decision to not go with them is correct. Another upcoming exam in early Nov and I am nowhere near to being prepared. Whole book to read and rmber and I just cant imagine myself sitting in the exam hall waiting for time to pass. *scary* 


These 2days are quite screwed up for me so I kinda went into an emotional breakdown. Falling sick, getting the highest temperature that I have never gotten in my life, start preparing for an exam one week prior, mood swings like roller coaster a day before exam, and a screwed up paper. Everything came in a sudden and I think its normal not able to handle it properly. 


But I keep telling myself that I am strong. 

I can stand disappointment. 

There is always a reason as to why things happened that way.

God knows whats best for me.

I am not a person who prays regularly/have strong beliefs in religion/burn incense wood at home. But I noticed that I become more religious now- am still in search of the path to hand myself into the correct religion, but afterall for me there is one GOD in the world and He is just transformed into different forms in different religions. 

I believe trusting God is a heart consoling thing. At least there is someone to lead me in my heart. 


Gotta take a shower and leave for friend's house. Overnight at her place and attend class mcm budak baik tomorrow. Uffff. 


These days I am kinda addicted to the Cari chinese forum. You really get ALOT of information there regarding everything. Can learn alot and enhance knowledge. I always think that girls should know at least a little bit in every field, yea EVERY. Politics, finance, health, photography, travel and etc. 

You make your world shines, no one else does.

Thursday, September 20, 2012

Good night, beautiful world.

Post title using SiWon's favorite quote =P


静静的晚上听首老歌再睡吧。记得调去 720P 哦! 

Saturday, September 15, 2012

I am emo again why.


The song that I have been listening to for the past few weeks, REPEATEDLY. Ya almost like 4-5 times a day. So sometimes when I get bored of Bruno's voice I listen to Alejandro's version :) But no way will I ever get bored of this song. and the lyrics, yea thats the main part.

I haven't figured out a good title for this post yet, probably because I dont even have an idea on what I am going to write about. When people ask hows life my forever-the-same-answer is Mah like that lor, everyday class study sleep eat. Sometimes I dont understand why am I feeling so not myself, so diffident , so inferior, so disturbed that I wanna hide under my blanket and think of whats wrong. Yea undoubtedly something is unhealthy in my mental counterpart. I can be so vain and confident in front of certain people but everything just seems to disappear once I am back to my own room, sitting on the table facing a screen which never talks.

Shall I define it as loneliness? No its not an accurate term. Am still in search of that kind of persistent optimism which makes you bubbly in front of everyone. That is the kind of people I wanna be, a person who gives positive energy to people around you. Ok geminis are really scary. Their mood swings is hundred times worse than PMS I know. 

Hahahaha actually I am not feeling that bad la at this moment. Because I just got up from bed and am waiting for the heater to heat up so I have to spend my time on something. But the emotional outbreaks that I am encountering this week even surprised myself. I cried when my sister failed( ok yea she passed also I cried), I cried when I watched One Day and some not-meant-to-be-cried-for korean movie, I cried when my close friend shared her problem with me, I cried when everyone asks me about Nepal every freaking day, I cried when someone said he was such a noob not confessing last time, I cried when I finally knew that some rumours back in KTT were actually real and I missed those times badly. I thought a sign of growing up is that you dont handle things with tears again?

Screw the travel part la because from it I came to know that a lot of people really dont understand me. Sometimes you get surprised by how distant you have become. Thats why I appreciate those times I spend with some of my college friends. They do know me.

Listen to the song again la. Roommate's lovely dinner for tonight :D

Saturday, July 28, 2012

Thanks to PPS for disallowing all my Taiwanese shows.

PPS在印度区域收不到台湾节目了,所以我们吃饭时看康熙来了和大学生了没的习惯也就不了了之啦!最近开始用非诚勿扰来取代,有点听不惯太正统的华语哈哈。这个节目在大陆一向都很火红,但是一集要花1小时半才看完,很浪费时间!而且好像有点假,这世上真的有那么多的一见钟情吗?还是纯粹是为了节目效果?

Ok 重点好像摆错了。我想说的是看了非诚勿扰后又有人介绍我看中国好声音 The Voice of China,节目宗旨不错,单凭歌声选人,撇除了很华人的一个概念:歌手一定要有特定水准的外表才会红。

很久都没被一把声音吸引住了。第一次听这个人唱歌就好喜欢!搞到现在每天都在重复听~ 样子长得普通,坦白讲其实在华语音坛真的很难会被注意到的。Anyway 希望他可以越唱越好,支持!:)

Thursday, July 19, 2012

Abortion: Mother or the Baby's right?

A very interesting case was discussed in Community Med posting today, which has created chaos among ourselves judging where is the grey zone.

25years old lady G2P1L1, literacy level 2nd PUC (equivalent to STPM/A-levels/SAM/IB etc) came with the history of passing large clots per vagina since 2days. After eliciting a detailed history we found out that she went to a clinic which is like miles away from the usual hospital where she attends her regular antenatal checkups, and consulted a nurse for abortion. (She is currently 7weeks pregnant) So the nurse gave her some medication and she consumed it, after which she develops pain abdomen and starting passing blood PV. (She comes now due to unstopped blood flow and symptoms of anemia)

When we asked why she decided to abort the fetus, she said its because her first child (girl, 4 years old) is currently preparing entrance exam for pre-school. Hence she thinks its difficult to manage a pregnancy now. We stared at each other for around 10min trying to understand what stupid mentality is this. 

The question arises here, does she have the right to do so?

Her husband is also an educated person and SE status of the family is high (Indian standard). Definitely they can afford to have another kid but the thing is they chose to abort. We cant categorize this under "failure of contraceptions" as an indication for MTP (medical termination of pregnancy) because from the history, she says that her copper-T expired and she got it removed, after which immediately she got pregnant. Meaning no contraception was adopted during intercourse. She then said that she wants a planned pregnancy after 5 months. Which means, if she gets pregnant coincidently within these few months, she will go after the same method of termination.

Hypothesis:

1. She really meant her reason. 
2. One girl is enough for the couple.
3. They came to know that this fetus is a baby girl.

Coming from a religious background (my lecturer says that is a hotspot for illegal abortion) and with all the information we have in hand, this is most likely to be the cause. 

Female foeticide is a very rampant thing in India. Even though the doctors are told to seal their mouths about the sex of foetus, still a lot of doctors and paraclinical staffs are going after this. For money honestly. Some parents will pay alot to the doctor just to know the sex.  Foetal sex determination and sex selective abortion by medical professionals has today grown into a Rs. 1,000 crore industry (US$ 244 million). 

They use names of the God or Goddess to inform the parents, for eg God of XXX has sent you a baby. Getting known that the baby is sent by a Goddess is a very sad thing for the family it seems.

Or they will simply draw G letter on the top of scan representing girl. 

So, do the parents have the right to stop a fetus heart from beating? Seeing a cardiac movement or feeling the kicking of baby in their wombs, are still not sufficient for them to appreciate the arrival of new life. So pathetic isn't it?

A son is often preferred as an "asset" since he can earn and support the family; a daughter is a "liability" since she will be married off to another family, and so will not contribute financially to her parents. Often, when the mothers disobey the husband’s family decision to abort the female fetus and report it to the authorities, the suits are ignored or given a light sentence and the pointed finger targets the mother for bearing girls and disobeying the family’s decision to abort the child. She may even lose her job, exposed to constant death threats, and be left with unresolved cases. In addition, others who give birth to girls are prone to violence and even if she is able to give birth to the baby girls, the family is likely to not report the birth and even murder them.

{Italics words are all quoted from wikipedia}

A very questionable issue right? Some couples tried for years to conceive, while some just kill their babies so cruelly. I personally still think that they have the right to survive forgetting their viability. Its a human's life, how can they be so particular about the gender?!


Sunday, July 8, 2012

2012: Year of boy bands!

http://www.musicdnews.net/2012-year-of-boy-bands/

Am listening to Hot Chelle Rae! Ok these kids are basically below( or around?) 20 years old. I feel old T.T

Saturday, July 7, 2012

Escape to bangkok!

I have done so many researches on BKK before going for a 4D3N trip last week, honestly speaking I have been preparing for months since tickets were bought. Airasia early bought tix as usual (whispering in my mind that one fine day I am gonna take Thai Airway/ MAS I dont care =P)

I have browsed through many travel webs online for eg Cari forum, backpackers sites and etc to have a look at their travel itinerary. Pretty much variety though, yet basically all tourists choose to visit the same places. So I had troubles arranging and modifying my itinerary again and again.

Hmm, for people who are planning to visit BKK on a self-touring basis, and co-incidentally are reading my blog, I wanna share my itinerary with you all because even though its fun, the process of looking at tourist attractions thinking of how to go IS VERY ANNOYING. Everyone will tell you different route to arrive at a destination and you will end up having everything jumbled up.


Hence my sister and I came up with the following itinerary, but due to insufficient time we didnt get to go to some worthgoing places.

Day 1- Arrive at Suvarnabhumi International Airport, Bangkok. (I have heard the news that starting from 2012 Oct 1st, Airasia will arrive at another airport terminal in Bangkok which is kinda far and inconvenient. So remember to double check before departing.)



  •  Transportation to city is pretty convenient in Bangkok *thumbs up*. Taxi, bus and airport railway link are a few good choices which are economical too =) 
  •   Check-in at Take A Nap hotel. 
  •   1st stop- Terminal 21. Have been hearing lots on the unique architecture and toilets are a must-visit.
  •   Dinner at Yaowarat/ Chinatown. The famous T&K restaurant serving local Thai seafood. (ok, not a restaurant, just gerai tepi jalan)  



Terminal 21 shopping mall. Every floor of the mall is themed and well constructed.

Chinatown!


Day 2- Chatuchak Market in the morning. Feel funny seeing alot of people with a trolley bag to stuff in what they have bought. But things are so cheap that you feel sorry for yourself if you dont buy =.=

This is a very famous stall selling coconut water and icecream. Very yummy especially under the hot scorching sun hugging you with UV rays. Next post will be on food! =)

  •  #remember to eat lots and lots of street food.
  • Went back to hotel for shower and rest, then head to Madam Tussauds Museum @ Siam Discovery Centre. 50% off for entry after 5pm, which I personally think its more worthy as the museum is not very huge. Overall good rating as my mom really thought Steven Gerrard was standing right in front of the shopping mall entrance =P 
  • Dinner at Fuji restaurant, Bangkok. Serve sumptuous food and one of the best I have eaten. (Maybe because I haven't had a good collection of Japanese food though, India tak ada punya for sure and if ada pun I wont risk my life to suffer from Shigella dysentery.) Missing the soft shelled crabs now T.T 

Day 3- Four faced Buddha is always a must visit whenever we go to Bangkok. Crowded as usual, especially when the sun is so strong you feel like collapsing. 
  • Walk to Platinum Wholesale Mall and start shopping like crazy people. There is a very nice security guard who can speak Mandarin so he guided us to the famous chicken rice shop nearby for lunch. #shopping spree! Definitely a heaven for shoppers who love to buy inexpensive stuff. Imagine, in this era of economic crisis you still can find a cute tee at RM10. Who doesnt go mad?! =)



Love the cloud! 

UPT kit being as common as facial tissue in Thailand *surprised* 

  •  Wanted to ban leng-leng first then attend dinner at Thailand's tallest building but due to time insufficiency we went with sticky(maybe with odour?) skins and packs of newly bought stuff. Being Thailand's tallest building it disappointed me a little because I expected it to be as good as those in Dubai. Yea Burj Khalifa. Food was pretty ok but everyone suffered from a bad stomach upset the next day- starting vomiting and cramping. 


Day 4- Planned to go to Big C Hypermarket but didnt make it because sister was sick thanks to the hotel food. So had another piece of my favorite Footlong Cheese Sausage in 7-11 and had a funny time in search of pharmacy and English-speaking doctor in the town. 

THE END. Didnt manage to complete my trip exactly as planned but basically it was a great one. I think I like this city.

Next time must go to Khao San Road and Asiatique riverfront!

:)

Saturday, May 26, 2012

Happy birthday, my beloved me.

25/5, Friday. Sunny. Electricity keeps coming and going. 


Hehehe screen captured this in a subconscious state because I was sleeping! Lazy me, promised that I would study for the upcoming exam yet finding excuses not to do so. *sigh*

Had a nice birthday today. Not the grand one like how people organise back in Malaysia, but a small and sweet one. Spent the whole morning roaming around the house doing nothing, then wait for friend til 2pm to go for lunch. Today is an Italian day! Had Alfredo Cream Pasta in Farfalle it was so omgly yummmm. Farfalle is definitely my number 2 after spaghetti. <3 <3

And dinner at Pascucci with friends, usual routine. Whats worth mentioning~

1. I got the first barbie doll in my 22 years of life. Yesbarbiedollandtiaraandomgidontevenknowhowtoopenthepacket. I think tomorrow I will go and buy a comb for her. My housemate says I gotta talk and play with her more often so that she doesnt get dusty.

2. Sennheiser earphone omg can you believe it. My housemates understand me the most <3 Awesome til can die. Its that kind of earphone which even Justin Bieber sounds like he can sing so well. and baby suddenly sounds like a proper song LOL.

3. Haha they actually bought me a series of Mogu mogu drinks! Of all flavors! Yayyyy extra exercise for the mouth.

4. That childish girl made a big jar of CARROT MILK and brought it to pascucci and force me to finish it. And show me that super reluctant face when I asked her to drink with me :P Hahaha and she wrote me such a long letter stating what similarities we have. Not forgetting to emphasize on how mature she is :)

THIS IS ME WITH TIARA FROM THAT BARBIE SET! I KNOW I LOOK LIKE A CRAZY WOMAN. *ignore the eyebags i really think i have periorbital edema*


My first barbie HAHAHAHA =) I will preserve it and pass to my daughter as nawa wished.




Whole set of Mogu-mogu drinks! Yay start drinking tomorrow *like that also can get so excited*


Once upon a time there is this girl who makes all the present with blue colour and eventually liking what she made so much.


New cafe in Mysore! Think I will go for breakfast during winter time coz it will be so awesome =)




Hahaha I like this whatsapp message so much. Zouk at 12am okay~ 


This is going to be my best companion in this place. I LOVE YOU =)


Okay so now the birthday is over. Everything's back to normal and I have grown older. 22 omg I cant accept the fact how la how la how la. And omg exam in 2days I am so dead how la how la how la. 

So frustrating la this commed. Haih. Hence now I shall plug in Mr Sennheisen and listen to The Mary's Song~ 

Thank God for letting me live so happily for 22years, surrounding me with so many great things and people around. I will work hard to express my gratitude to You. And thank you Mummy for bringing me to this world. I might not be as perfect as others, but I will try my best to live my life to the fullest. 

And one day when I look back at this post I will feel proud of myself. 

Yes I promise I will.

Even though shit happens at times. 

Tuesday, April 17, 2012

Trip review- Bombay

Time: 9.10pm
Mood: Awesomely good because its raining. <3 the breeze!

These days I am so annoyed with the heat I dont know whether the summer is killing me or I am the one having hot flush T.T I mean yes that kind of vasomotor disturbance during menopause eg wake up sweating in the middle of the night and easily irritated all day long. But condition changed when I reach home, my personal heaven in India *love love*

Alright I just came back from Mumbai a week back and it was really a great place. Bek says its still South India but for me it is so north-ish. People are cute, we met a very funny dentist and overall the cab drivers are alot better than those we find in Mysore, except for one. Tipu 400bucks from us during peak hours isyk isyk.

Initially didnt expect it to be so fun but when you are travelling with people of the same kind, things change. Friends and I love eating, taking photos, and walking. Ok maybe just me and Meiyee =) So we kinda forced the other two to walk also. And I LOVE the evening walking moments. Ignore the sweats. We get to appreciate the beauty of Mumbai with our legs.


 Universal Cafe @ Mumbai


Sunset at Marine Drive. LOVE this place =)


Along Marine Drive.


Dharavi, biggest slum in Asia- also the place where they shoot Slumdog Millionaire.


Breakfast @ Mondegar Cafe. Missing the bacon and ham =(


The most famous cafe in Mumbai. Food was so-so but really omgly crowded. And very noisy because everyone is talking simultaneously. This place got bombed together with Taj Mahal Hotel last year but reopened after 4days. *thumbs up*


Mutton berry pulao @ Britannia and Co. Very very yummmmm and the uncle keeps showing us postcards he received from the British Royal Family. Till now I still dont know why the Queen wrote him postcard.


Hehehehe XD




World heritage site- Victoria Terminus


Tada! Taj Mahal Palace Hotel =)


Biggest outdoor dhobi. I saw alot of OT dresses @.@


Nah can you believe how poor people in this metropolitan live. 


Walking along the street in search of attraction sites.


Bye Bombay! 

Enjoyed this trip very much because its a place not like India. I mean South India. It makes me feel like I am in KL :) Even though had alot of arguments before the trip and a little bit of fright still we managed to turn it into an awesome one. 

Dont know when I will be back to that city again, but will definitely not forget the 4 wonderful days there =)

P/S: Thanks to my little pinky we didnt go sesat hehe. Thats what smartphones are for.

Monday, March 12, 2012

音悦--有你,真好!

那是一把让我怦然心动的嗓子,在2003年的那个夏天里。在偶然的机会下听到电台里播的《会有那么一天》,一段刻苦铭心的爱情在简单的旋律里回荡着,藉着那动人的声音把爷爷奶奶的爱情故事唱进了我的心坎里。那是林俊杰,让我疯狂爱上华语音乐的一个人。

科学家说,左脑掌控理性,右脑掌控的则是感性。但身为左撇子的我,就是少了那一点点的音乐和艺术天分。听歌只听一遍从来不重复,也从不去翻阅歌词了解意义,我最爱的莫过于是英式摇滚,以前就只会享受那种戴上耳机轰炸着耳膜的感觉。听过了他的音乐后,我才领悟到原来舒适柔和的歌曲,也可以细述人们感情的迷惘。是《不懂》让我第一次为音乐感动,为这把声音流泪。“这爱情路究竟带我们到什么地方 是要持续仍旧珍惜 还是回到原地”,对一个憧憬着爱情的小女生来说,什么是爱情?什么是幸福?

随着人慢慢长大,耳机里的这把声音陪伴了我好久好久。暗恋同学忐忑不安的时候听《距离》,爱得甜蜜的时候听那个他唱着《Sarangheyo只对你说》,差点失去梦想的时候听《第几个100天》,分手痛哭的时候听《你要的不是我》。这有磁性的声音一直陪我追逐我想追的梦,寻找我要的未来。
“不是学不会 只是觉得爱太美”. 听着同一把声音哭泣,疗伤,痊愈,存够勇气后再被爱情耍得遍体鳞伤。这是一种成长,大家最终都会变成刺猬。
明年对我而言很重要,因为我终于要毕业了,而且也是喜欢上JJ的第10年。毕业后就是个要负起很大责任,主宰着生命的医生了。很想说,感谢这把声音陪我经历了好多事情,一路上有你真好!虽然身处不同的国度,但是我们之间却只隔了一副耳机- 那是一段微不足道的距离,大家都以音乐紧紧依偎着。

P/S: 我也没有真的失恋,只是觉得歌词写得好感人。

Friday, February 17, 2012

Beginning of another phase.

The previous holiday sucks.

I mean yea, didnt really enjoy much.

Sometimes I dont really understand why such people exist, why must rich people look down on people who have no money. And is wealth really an important issue here? So pivotal to the extend of forming a barrier between people who are tied together by blood. I was thinking maybe I am not at the age of understanding all these links and relationship yet, but sometimes you really cant blame yourself when you hear words as sharp as a blade coming out from the mouth of those people.

I always feel that my tuition teacher looked down on me last time. Didnt really like him from the way he speaks especially the words he adopts talking to people from different "classes". (Ya, SE status) And ultimately he became a force for me to work even harder because I have the mentality that yea, I am gonna do better those goyang-kaki rich brats in class so that he can zip his mouth up. Eventually only 2 people in the class secured PSD scholarships (getting PSD/Petronas/Bank Negara/ Sime Darby scholarships was a huge issue back then).

And that when I walk past him I could feel cold breeze on my face inferring olala~you can shut up now~

Thats the end of phase ONE. Didnt really expect the occurence of phase TWO actually.

Yes youwannalookdownonpeoplejustbecauseyouarerichthengoahead. Youwannaforgethowmydadhelpedyoupeoplewhenyouwerepoorthenpleaseproceed. I just cant stand those faces with foreheads labelled $$ but I choose to keep quiet because that is a sign of "YES MY MOM TAUGHT ME BASIC COURTESY".

So hehe thanks for being one of my motivation again. I will work hard and pass out with good grades so that I can SUTURE YOUR MOUTH UP. And by then my family doesnt have to listen to pricking words from you anymore kthxbye.

GRRRRRR.