How to express yourself.

मैं आप का प्यास हू

Don't know why I will think of you when I'm not doing anything. Whenever my handphone rings, I hope the call/text is from you. Whenever I go online, I scroll down my MSN list just to see whether you are there or not.

I know this is not a right timing, I know I missed the chance. Hope I can convert this to a friendship, a true friendship lasts longer than what we might had been.

Diet plan officially destroyed!

I bought a jeans with an extremely low price yesterday, but my main intention is on the jeans size. I BOUGHT AN S-SIZED JEANS. First time in my life YAY! Tada, my plan of eating less and exercising more works finally! But I think for the coming weeks I am going to increase my weight exponentially AGAIN. Went Shogun last week for a lunch buffet, seafood restaurant for dinner last Thurs, and steamboat buffet for lunch yeterday night! And I think I will continue eating like nobody's business next week-graduation dinner and trip to Redang!

Steamboat buffet yeterday! My table is far more normal than our neighbour-Hao Min they all are hungry ghosts in the past life haha XD

Shogun buffet! The sushi are so tempting.

First round at Shogun. No time to snap further pictures becaause we actually started eating nonstop!

Professor busy eating. His hotte is an endless hole.

Friends.

YYS and I just woke up from a deep slumber--besarnya muka.

Yeh bowling tournament in which me, prof and yys became tahi tikus for haomin. Our group has a very funny scoreboard which made everybody laughs. Extreme score difference between members lol.

Singing session. Wonderful time when we sing those oldies together.

Andrew and YiYou being the guitarists while JunKai takes the role of digital bass guitarist.

KTT always gives people a very bad impression due to its facilities and teaching quality. However, in this suburb area, I really learned a lot of things. And after 3 days, I am leaving KTT eternally. TAK NAK BETUL...1st time in life we ever realize how sad it is to leave a place full of memories, tears and laughters.

Here, I got to know a bunch of close friends.

Here, I started knowing the meaning of competition.

Here, I did many crazy things that will even make me laugh out on my own when I recall it.

Here, I got my first medal in my life.

Here, I realize that I actually have a bit talent on sports, and that makes me fall in love with frisbee.

Here, I know how fast words spread when somebody started it.

Here, I learn the meaning of love and being loved.

And now, I am leaving it.

I dont want to pack all my memories into a big box and keep it under my bed. Because that makes me cry when I think about it. I know I am going to cry very badly this coming tuesday-graduation day as we promised that we will sing songs with Andrew and YiYou playing guitar.

The songs will be 萍聚，朋友， 祝你一路顺风.

那一天知道你要走，
我们一句话也没有说
当午夜的钟声敲痛离别的心门
却打不开你深深的沉默
那一天送你送到最后
我们一句话也没有留
当拥挤的月台挤掉送别的人门
却挤不掉我深深的离愁
我知道你有千言你有万语却不肯说出口
你知道我好担心我好难过
却不敢说出口
当你背上行囊，卸下那份荣耀
我只能让眼泪留在心底
面带着微微笑，用力的挥挥手
祝你一路顺风。
当你踏上月台，从此一个人走
我只能深深的祝福你，深深的祝福你
最亲爱的朋友，祝你一路顺风。

L-O-V-E

I can't find a reason not to like him as much as I am now. Uncontrollable feeling and hairs standing up straight when he sings.

Oops, I don't only like him. I LOVE HIM as much as I notice- JJ Lin.

Kannada Night

Tada!Kannada Night was held last night in our small DU-the last language night. Meaning after this we will be having NO MORE dance and drama pratices. Our class decided to do fashion show, so all girls were in sarees tied in different styles. KTT is full of pretty girls, the VERY pretty ones I must emphasize.

Radzuan. We always look lik a couple when pictures are snapped.

Mei Yee!Andrew's gorgeous girlfriend..

Me with a pottu on forehead which actually looks more like a sailormoon symbol.

Deng deng deng! Me in Maleyali-style saree. Indianish enough?

*More pictures on facebook!*

Abandoned my blog unintentionally.

The network in KTT sucks. The server is always down ISYKK. So these days I rather pull a chair to Esther's place for a drama, or occupy CuiYan's chair when she is sleeping.

I know definitely I will repeat the SAME OLD GRANDMA story if I am to blog. Leaving college soon. Miss my friends. First time feeling how good KTT is. And first time in life I actually know how much I love all of them.

And there are many first time-s as well:

First time realizing that I am 100% STRAIGHT. YYS tried to kiss me when we were camwhoring after Tamil Night, and I just couldn't control myself from laughing and evading. And one thing, even she didn't know I am so straight. (No further elaboration on why I feel I am not "straight", I will write for few pages on this.)

First time going to waterfall with friends. Damn fun seeing them playing water fight, but sadly I forgot to bring some essential wears so I couldn't join them.

First time feeling how pathetic Kuala Gandah Conservation Park is. Mr Shyamu from India actually laugh at it because 1st time in life he saw 6 elephants in a big park. In India he sees 60.

First time yelling at my roommate because she doesnt think the novel I introduced her is nice. Ok I understand: she isn't chinese-educated. Forgive her la. (She will kill me if she reads this. Haha.)

First time feeling how sad it is to be apart. Senior keeps telling me how much he misses home. I really cant imagine my life in India. I only have a month plus here. Sigh.

First time giving up on final exam. I am not going to memorize those things AGAIN.

And also, first time taking picture with Naga. Shocked, though. On Tamil Night:

"Hey, can I take a picture with you?"
"Erm..Yaa of course."

I sounded so retarded. Basically I didn't look pretty on Tamil Night. Those girls wearing sarees were damn gorgeous. That's why I always say KTT boys are so blessed: So many pretty+smart+talented girls (I dont mean myself).