Sat.

Am being VERY lazy today, kept myself online for hours, and also kept myself accompanied by Mr Chou (Chou Gong).

No mood to study.

1. Get bored of it. I want something new.

2. The room is a little bit noisy. Now I start to complain why single rooms are not available. Haizz. Hate the moment when they talk so loudly on the phone.

3. I want to go out for a cup of coffee/watching Dasara festival with people so chaotic outside.


Perhaps should ask my classmate to give me a ride on his bike :)

Fri again!

Well it is friday night again! So happy enjoying at pizza hut just now even though my legs were full of mud(it was raining so heavily, so called transition period bluff ppl wan :( ) Friday is always happy, and it would be happier if tmrow is a holiday! Sadly it isnt. Tmrow summore have to identify muscles nerves and vessels during tutorial-waiting to get scolded coz I am so fed up of reading it. How nice if the clock shows 1pm when I wake up tomorrow!

Had a slight fever yesterday but so glad to meet people I want to meet online. :) Miss yall dearrrrss!

Mood is 0.01% spoilt by a person who doesnt want to be ragged by seniors BY BETRAYING MY PHONE NUMBER. U think I really dont mind you giving my num to some unknown seniors? I will kill you if any one of them start texting me BLUEK.

And there is this very cute furniture reaching my house today--a pink fridge! They took lik 2 months to go to de shop, buy a fridge n put in our house (without plug summore).--means stil not usable for de time being.



The height is even shorter than Fish Leong.


This is India.

感触

原来我真的把自己看得太重了。

原来他真的可以把我忘记，那么快，那么容易。
曾经，他说过把我忘掉是多么的不可能，多么的痛苦。

原来，那些不可能只是短短的5个月。

其实我不应该有这样的感触，心里觉得很不舒服是为了什么？我很努力地告诉自己，是谁拒绝了他？是谁把他搞得晚上失眠？是谁让他觉得那么自卑？又是谁把他的心再度丢碎？

是我。是我的错。

过去了就应该放手。I always tell this to myself, but how many times have I managed to do that? Not even a single time.

I cant expect him to always be there for me looking back at how I turned him down. But I just want to. I cant forget how we started to get closer to each other, how intimate we were, and everything just disappeared within a month.

I guess I shall really frame the memory up, dig a hole and plant it inside.

It used to be mine, and I know it is no longer mine.

Pissed.

Damn pissed with some people who think themselves as GREAT people who deserve respects from everyone just because he holds the title DR even though he has done shit things at shit times.

Eventually come to know that it is really difficult to communicate to people of different age group(yes, I am saying that he is old since he keeps emphasizing that he is a dermatologist.) Don't ever think of arguing with people older than you in India. They only know how much you have to respect them without even understanding the simple theory that people will respect you naturally if you know how to respect people at the first place.

Bull shit you calling us and scold about nonsensical stuffs.

Bull shit you having had to miss call a young girl from Malaysia, expect her to call back, waste her own credit just to get scolded by you.

Bull shit you being so individualistic and always think that you treat us well. (with your heart, huh? I didnt know your heart grows at your ass, anatomy never taught me that!)

Bull shit you acting like a 6-year-old kid when you are 60 years old.

PISSED.