Bluek!

I want to drag him inside the boiling oil and fry him.

But in this world there is no way to find such a big pot.

And I can never drag him without any help due to his obesity.

I HATE THE HOD SO MUCH!!!

Phew!

Phew accidentally and miraculously finished my biochem practical. They have given me marks for mercy I supposed.

Me stupid dungu creature who dont know how to differentiate between creatine and creatinine.

Dear all, creatinine is the break-down product of creatine phosphate.

And most important thing is that I forgot egg white is the richest source of albumin. I can see how much the biological oxidation mam wanted to bang her head on the wall :)

Physio and Anat Practical coming soon!I cant bear so many people banging heads for me anymore. Jia You everyone!

):

Am not feeling well today. Not at all.

This morning I was awaken by the ultimately aching stomach-and that was when the disaster starts: Having diarrhoea AGAIN.

I think I didnt talk more than 10sentences today coz I have no one to talk to. And that feeling is so horrible. Maybe that is the reason for my more congesting chest?

I dont want to vomit and have diarrhoea again. IT SUCKSSSSS.

Yippyyyy +)

Yeh finally done with theory papers. No expectation towards my results. My friend asked me how was it and I came with a fine conclusion:

Physiology was bad anatomy was worse and biochem was okay.
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*Border line*

Stop talkng bout exam. Me driven to half crazy. Everyday slept at 2-3am and wake up at 7am (Ok I admit it is considered alot but me wan more sleep ma :(

Tmrow the dental students going to Ooty and I am going to stay back at home facing books. Biochem I think. :((((((((( SOOOOO SADDD.

Faster finish la I have so many personal things to do.



Including skyping and chatting nonstop with friends :)
Awhhh I miss you people.

Happy CNY!!

Hey people I know I am such a crappy Chinese girl who doesnt even update post on such a big festival!! Hope I am not too late :)

Been so busy preparing for 2nd internals all this while. Ok I gotta swear AGAIN that I am not going to do last minute work EVER AGAIN. It is so frustrating! (I say this everytime I burn midnight oil :( )
Anyway this 2nd internals approached a little too soon before I even realised that. So by the time I switched back to India mood after coming back, I didnt have time anymore. Time waits for no man. (But I am a girl so it shud wait for me right? Ok it is lame.)

Bunking class like hell these days!Because it is so annoying to listen to craps when you dont even have time to revise everything. And some childish lecturers will just walk off from the class if they see/hear/feel/sense something they dont like. CHILDISH LA U MR V.

Basically my CNY was a mess. Had to get myself indulged in world of science when everyone at home enjoys world of entertainment. SIGH.

MEEEE HOLIDAY WANNNNN :(((

大海

从那遥远海边 慢慢消失的你
本来模糊的脸 竟然渐渐清晰
想要说些什麽 又不知从何说起
只有把它放在心底
茫然走在海边 看那潮来潮去
徒劳无功 想把每朵浪花记清
想要说声爱你 却被吹散在风里
猛然回头你在那里
如果大海能够唤回曾经的爱
就让我用一生等待
如果深情往事你已不再留恋
就让它随风飘远
如果大海能够带走我的哀愁
就像带走每条河流
所有受过的伤
所有流过的泪
我的爱 请全部带走
茫然走在海边 看那潮来潮去
徒劳无功 想把每朵浪花记清
想要说声爱你 却被吹散在风里
猛然回头你在那里
如果大海能够唤回曾经的爱
就让我用一生等待
如果深情往事你已不再留恋
就让它随风飘远
如果大海能够带走我的哀愁
就像带走每条河流
所有受过的伤
所有流过的泪
我的爱 请全部带走
如果大海能够唤回曾经的爱
就让我用一生等待
如果深情往事你已不再留恋
就让它随风飘远
如果大海能够带走我的哀愁
就像带走每条河流
所有受过的伤
所有流过的泪
我的爱
请全部带走

From today onwards you will never deserve my respect.

I wont say that today was a very bad and unlucky day for me. Because there must be a reason behind what happened. Just that till now I haven figured out what the reason is.

The story is simple. I got picked on by a lecturer. A lecturer whom still deserved my respect up till yeterday. Yea, despite all nonsense he did to my fellow classmates, all rubbish he told in class etc etc..The reason of me respecting him is because I dont find a reason not respecting old folks like him. But my perception totally changed today.Yea, 3/2/10.

I dont mind if he asks me a single question or two in lectures. But I started feeling uneasy when I stood up for more than 3 times. And it didnt stop. Uncountable times of standing and giving him a blank look. Chose to give him a "I dont know anything" face is because no matter what I answer, he will still continue asking. So what for wasting my energy?And I chose not to stand up when he asked people who got 25 in viva to, is because I dont want to embarrass myself by telling nonsense in front of everyone.

Anyhow, I can accept him picking on me if he tells me what I have done wrong. But sincerely truthfully and honestly, I dont think I have done anything beyond the limit. I study for tutorial. I study for exams. I study for VIVA. I go to class regularly. I listen to lecturers of that department. I dont sleep in his class although those classes were full of crap. I do my best for exams.

What is there for him to pick on me?Anyone please tell me what I have done wrong?

Feel heart aching is not because having to answer so many questions. It is because I dont understand why am I the victim. Even in drama series you can see the similarities of all victims of a serial killer right?But why not in real life?

And at that moment I suddenly realize that all the while I was alone. Sometimes people whom you think are close to you tend to be de ones joking about what you feel sad about, especially those who came all the way from Malaysia with you. Am not going to tell some rubbish on what are the qualities of good friends, but honestly speaking, you wont know how disappointed I was at that time.

But through incidents only we will grow, and really look through people around you. I am glad to have some friends who really care, understand and even try their best to cheer me up today. And she told me friends dont say thanks. I love her so much :)

I am sure the results of my upcoming exams will not be good, and it is so not shocked to see if I fail my physiology.

Because ff he wants you to fail, you will never pass.