I should have posted his video on youtube then now he will come all the way to India to thank me!

There is this miraculous boy who doesn't speak English and doesnt have an Adam's apple. And he became so famous all over the world because he sang 2 ultimately-hard-to-sing songs on a Taiwanese entertainment show, One Million Star aka the one I am so addicted to. A person with perfect pronounciation singing Whitney's famous songs-Saving all my love for you and I will always love you. A guy OK. Original key OK. Bukan main punya OK.

During competition: (Latar belakang: He didnt actually participate in the contest, just a random person who went there to compete with the contestants)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7B5325eeiPk

And this new SuBo went so famous the next day and he was even at the 1st page of Yahoo US! Now he is enjoying his trip to USA (1st time) being invited for interviews by Ellen ____ and Lopez's Tonight.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EvB-lIhmbDQ

His "Saving all my love for you" is so touching woohoo.
Anyway interested candidates are strictly welcomed to google or youtube for his video singing Amazing Grace. Tell me how many people can sing that original key as good as him.

This fat guy made Taiwan famous to ang-mohs! And it is so touching to be able to hear Mandarin in USA live talkshows T.T

12.14am

I have wasted alot of time sleeping and watching movie and onlining and crapping with my sis and manja-ing myself and doing lotsa thing to release stress and trying to think about what is in my brain lately :P

At last no conclusion is obtained.

I always thought I am a simple person, a person who just do whatever she wants and not considering what others think about me. But I am wrong. I am not at all close to someone like that. I care. I dont do what I want because I have always wanted too many things. Bunking class?Ohya it is one of them. But I never do it without purpose. I would think of what happened in the college when I bunked for the whole day. What was taught and can i catch up later and all. Sleeping?Ohya I claimed to myself that I am super tired and having headache and this ache and that ache so that I can have another 5min sleep-and it often extends to hours actually.

Am having really terrible life these days because I am forcing myself to do things that I dont want to. I am not letting myself to love Phoebe any further. I start wanting my brain to hate who I am so that I can further concentrate on how to attack Woo Fui Bee until she eventually falls on the ground, totally unconscious. Is this call mad?I dont know. Sometimes(no, most of the time in fact) I would think that why I ended up here. Why my fingers have compound sensation last time that led me to click on Medicine on the PSD Application form. And why on earth I accepted this offer.

Feeling really fed up sometimes. With lots of works and unfinished syllabus and things that I forget after reading it 5min ago.

And most importantly, I realize the scariness of loneliness.

Fear, is conquering me.

我们暧昧，却不属于对方。

Came across this post on Facebook and I feel very sad.

暧昧是，比好朋友再亲一点，但比恋人远一点。

　　暧昧是，你会常常在QQ等他在线。当他几天没有在线

，你就会有些担心。

　　暧昧是，你会不时去他的BLOG看看有没有更新；而且你会留意字里行间，他对你有没有什么暗示。

　　暧昧是，有感觉，然而，这种感觉不足以叫你们切切实实地发展一段正式的关系。

　　暧昧是，明白人生有太多的无奈，现实有太多的限制。你知道没有可能，但又舍不得放手。

　　暧昧是，有进一步的冲动，却没有进一步的勇气。

　　暧昧是，他不是你的情人，但似乎他比你的情人更关心你和了解你。

　　暧昧是，你会编一条围巾给他，但大家从没有开始过。

　　暧昧是，虽然他不是你的情人，但他却会对你说：你对我是十分重要的。

　　暧昧是，你感冒时有一个会在晚上打电话来，特意提醒你服药，叫你盖好被子早点睡的普通朋友。

　　暧昧是，当你遇到问题解决不了的时候，你找不到你的男/女朋友，你第一个便会想起他。

　　暧昧是，每当他提及他的另一半时，你会万箭穿心。
暧昧是，为了逃避背叛的罪恶感。

　　暧昧是，甜津津又同时酸溜溜的。往往从未开始，已叫

人不安，患得患失。

　　暧昧是，别人以为你们在搞地下情时，你会沾沾自喜。

　　暧昧是，别人问你们是否恋爱中，你张口结舌。

　　暧昧是，常常挣扎表不表白。你怕表白之后，你既得不到一个情人，却又失去了一个知心好友。

　　暧昧是，见到他，你会心跳。见不到他时，你会挂念他。

　　暧昧是，两个人都会互相猜想。他是不是已经暗示了什么？我是不是自作多情？

　　暧昧是，每天大家都会聊QQ，会互传手机短讯，无规律地偶然约会。

　　暧昧是，除了情人节之外，其它的节日，大家都交换礼物。

　　暧昧是，你很想多走一步，但又怕会吓怕了他。你会很小心流露自己的感情。

　　暧昧是，两个人没有承诺过什么。但虽然如此，你愿意付出的，比有承诺的情侣更多。没有责任，但你却很渴望去承担，不问回报。

　　暧昧,是一扇门，你可以停留在门外，也可以踏进房子里面。然后你不可以停留在门下面。门--永不是终点站。

This post told everything I wanted to tell Nikki the other day but sadly she wasnt there to share. Yeah, it was here. For once it stopped like a train right in front of me but I didnt get onto it. Nikki asked me did I regret? I was, firmly, telling her No I dont, but after thinking twice, I changed.

Yes I do. I regretted not getting onto that train, and it stops for somebody else now.

Bla bla ba.

Another week is ending soon, Aiks so soon. Next week will be a very important life+future determining week for my sister! Wishing her all the very very berry berry best for interview! *Seduce the interviewers with whatever you have*

And I wasted another week again. But I think my condition is improving, because I started reading for at least an hour a day! Ok I know that doesnt sound good. Wonder how come I could be so hardworking when I first came. *Something wrong*

Spent like hours searching for entertainment programs. Am really really bored with the life here la. Everyday 8 hours of college and endless stuff to study and endless questions in dissection where we get scolded so badly if nobody answers. *sigh* I should be in 1st table because you really dont have to study if you are there. Not even a single question that nobody can answer--super different from our table hoho.

And super boh-song that cadaver. No abdominal fats. People punya greater omentum covers like an apron but his only covered 2 inches below that pathetic stomach. Mine also larger *wink*

And not forgetting that house owner who acts smart and thinks himself so great. You are a doctor so what? You are not at all in place to judge how we dress up and WHAT KIND OF SHOES WE WEAR TO MEET YOU. Annoying gila as they said.

Gotta get a little bit more hardworking because exam is coming!Haizz dunno will pass 1st year or not T.T