要考试咯！

记得朋友跟我说过一句话：时间就像乳沟，挤一挤就有了。哈哈哈是真的啊~所以千万别把“我没时间”这句话挂在嘴边，因为只要你肯做的话，就一定有时间。

一年一度的dasara holiday又要到了~因为上课的关系市场都找不到机会去玩，久而久之印度的学生就是以“一放假就要逃出自己的所在城市”闻名了。

一直以来都很想去Mother Theresa's Home 做义工。长大了才发现，

原来人是多么的渺小。

原来世界是何其的大。

我从没想过要用自己的双手创造出什么惊天动地的神话，但我希望这两只手能帮到需要的人。其实帮人是其次，我更想做到的是多看看这世界。Calcutta 本来就是我最最最讨厌的城市，没去过但听说好几百遍了，三个字：乱，脏，臭。

是啊，我很坦白地承认-我真的怕。但是越害怕我就越想去。想去体验什么是生活，自己到底能付出多少，自己到底能忍受多少。

http://bbs.intvolunteer.com/thread-19-1-1.html

这篇文已经写得够详细了，我不用多说。其实我根本都不想跟家人说是要去当义工，因为我知道他们一定会说：干嘛花钱去自讨苦吃，你不如在家里睡觉/读书不是更好吗。

我想让以后的自己更成熟一些。

我更想让自己知道我有多么地幸运。


真的很想有那么的一次体验，因为我知道，离开印度后，以后我肯定不再有这股冲动。

This is not an emo post.

We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.

Exactly. Because you see things that the others don't can't. And you accept all his/her imperfection, 

and start loving 'em. 

如果有天手机被偷了，我不见的除了手机，还有回忆。

读书读到太无聊的时候总会找些事情来做。突然间才发现到自己以前写过这样的一篇东西。读了之后回想了很多，很庆幸自己曾经那么地坦然面对自己的感受呵呵。（这只是里面的一部分，其他的我暂时还不敢公开哈哈哈）

很多很多年后，你会不会跟他聊天的时候突然说一句：诶你知道吗我以前喜欢过你咧。

那种徘徊在友情与爱情的边缘，很痛苦吧？

Another ass kicking week!

Hmm don't ask me how I spent my precious 2 1/2 days of break, because I wont be able to answer. Had a miserable time management lately, being that sleepy head who doesnt respond to alarm makes me wanna bang my head to the wall. (Mainly because we have a guest at home aka housemate's bf and he literally asked why you keep sleeping one phoebe? =.=' )

I think my mouse scroller is not being helpful at all. When i'm jobless i just keep scrolling pages by pages of everything on the net. Hmm I'm such a city girl who cant live without my phone and internet. At least thats what my two housemates say. 

Went out ystday looking for the buddhist temple but attempt failed. Haha pity the driver who agreed on fetching me there. We ended up roaming around not knowing where we were, and eventually reaching silent shores hahahaha. #random 

And today was a pretty productive day-in terms of oral musculature exercises. Havent talked to kelvin since months! hopefully by the time he comes again we have already passed our finals. Got to nom nom the yumm krispe kreme also today thanks to the angelic messenger who compressed it in his bag all the way from bangalore! Been craving for it for monthsssssss. sobs, i really need to go eat and shop at blore soon :( 

Basically I have no idea why am I writing this also bcos this whole diary is so boring and pointless. Whee anyhow I get to see my lovely surgeon tmrow yay!!! *runs around with excitement* 

为什么这么好听！

可是我总是不够勇敢，

总为你忐忑 为你心软，

毕竟相爱一场，

不要谁心里带着伤。

有些人就是注定会在爱情里担任付出最多，

爱最深，

哭最多，

得到最少的那个。