I am blogging bcoz I have given up.

Yea according to the title, I have given up. Given up on my 3rd internals. Definitely flunking it bcoz there is so much to study and I am not studying.

Bcoz one of my birthday wishes is to pamper and love myself more. I realized that I have treated myself rather badly these years. Am not doing what I want. Am implanting disciplines on myself. Am forcing myself to do things that I dont want.

So the last 30 min of my birthday is used to close all my books and concentrate on what I wanna do. After that I will go to sleep and tmrow I will wake up at 12pm and kill myself. LOL JK only la 3rd internal only ma SO WHAT.

Coz they are only taking the best 2 results out of all 3 so flunk it people!!

Birthday was great because I pampered myself for the whole day. A quiet and easy one in my room doing things I wanna do.

Thanks for all the wishes and presents. Not many but sufficient for me to be happy. Actually I expected for calls from few people but hahaha not even one of them called up. So the moral of the story is not to expect too much from others =)

Tomorrow will be the 1st day of me being a 20-years-old girl. Hope all my wishes will come true!

I promise that I will love myself more each day.

Slap my own face, nope, is hand.

I have written on the previous post that am not going to blog anymore since my exam is in less than 6 days now. But still,

CONGRATS TO MY DEAR SIS!!

Ok 1st of all I admit that I REALLY thought it is so SWEAT to get KTT again because I have never seen 2 siblings kena-masuk-dan-suffer at the same place LOL.

But then I went to recom forum and found out that so many people scored like berlambak A+ and are not offered with scholarship so I start thinking maybe it is fated and you are so lucky to get it! (Even thou ur friends who are lik damn rich also get better country than you do)

But still I will introduce Mr Zaini to you LOL. He is a cute and round physics lecturer in KTT =)

And I am looking forward to visit gujie with you next time!!

A temporary goodbye.

Me is saturated AGAIN, as usual. But this time is worse because headache accompanies the saturation.

Am abandoning my blog for perhaps 1 month?

Gotta seriously prepare for last internal and final examination.

I only want to pass pleaseeeeeeeeeee.....

........

Me IS fully saturated T.T

But the fact is that I only read 2 pages of biochem. Stupid minerals.

Me IS missing my sister =( seems like she is suffering there awhhh so sad.

And tmrow is going to be a big day for my dearrryyyy boy. Ok he is not my boyfriend la of course. But he is having a super big mission to protect his country's pride at 14/5/2010 7.30pm onwards. Baby I know you can do it LOVE you lots :)


And I miss you la wicked bitch!! Faster come back to me :))

This post is out of guilt for not updating that often LOL.

Waiting for dinner time now =P Really tired of biochem :(

Actually this post is just for certain people whom I dont really know how to express words right in front of their faces. =P

There is this 'aunty' whom I knew from my sister and we only got closer when I came over here. Because she is always online and dont know since when we started to crap alot together. Hmm she had a minor operation(I think somehow I know what happened but since she didn't mean to tell me so I quitted asking) today and I hope she will rest well. She said that she is not the kind of people who sit properly and rest. So I hope at least for once she is doing this! Hopefully she will recover soon. China's trip aka World Expo is waiting ahead!

And there is this another aunty whom had something great started few days back. We two dont really talk about relationship and all those stuff. Basically we all always crap ;P Yeah I thought every family would have sisters who share every single stories together, but that doesnt really apply in my family. There are still certain things we three prefer to discuss with friends or whoever we are comfortable with.

And definitely these 3 girls are not the kind who talk to our mum about:

Mammy I think this guy named XXX likes me.

Mammy today got people proposed to me.

Mammy I have a very handsome classmate and he gave me choc and flower today and I think he is going to propose next week.

T.T""

They are 3 independent great ladies who believe that boyfriend is not a necessity and definitely not a must, in which 2 of them are still single and available and have hot markets. Kindly contact +911234567890 for further information. LOL.

Okay after all this holy crap what I want to say is that I hope my lovely sister is blessed with lots and lots and lots and lots of love. And with that me and my younger sister will also be blessed with lots and lots and lots and lots of bacon+sausage+fillet+spaghetti+crab+sushi and all. :))

Love you my sister I dunno whether your taste has altered or what (jkjk) and all blessings will be poured to those who are loved and those who know how to love :D

And one more thing I love Rebekah because she loves Leehom Wang ;P
Nothing can be more exciting than talking about him in dissection hall ==))