People get more emotional at night, it is scientifically proven to be true. I am so emo.
Missing home, missing Malaysia, missing my family and friends, yet what I can do is convert the feeling into an urge to study. Facing the book and indulge in the world of anatomy, which is an endless story, word by word, page by page.
And my eyelids start to feel heavy, the diameter of eyes start to reduce inch by inch, but I see tonnes of unstudied books, tonnes of things that I am supposed to know, and am supposed to answer perfectly if somebody asks me.
I know I can do it, but it takes time. I am not a smart ass who can rmber everything after only reading once, especially things that I am not even familiar with. Please, give me time.
And God, please give me strength.
Had insomnia yesterday thanks to Faheem for his tangerine-flavoured BOH. Enjoyed sipping it but the outcome was horrible. Stayed awake until 3am chatting with Shunxing. I begin to miss her. I begin to miss everyone in KTT, or even everyone whom I encountered with.
Especially people whom I did't appreciate once upon a time.
Monday, October 26, 2009
Monday, October 19, 2009
Yeah!
Holiday gonna finish soon :(
But really had fun these few days following them to Mysore Palace, Brindavan Garden and those romantic and beautiful places in India..
More piccies in FB!!
But really had fun these few days following them to Mysore Palace, Brindavan Garden and those romantic and beautiful places in India..
More piccies in FB!!
Friday, October 16, 2009
At 12.28am
Too bored with books, so let's have a look at something cute-the gluteal region of a monkey.
So people out there, do tell ur bf/gf that he/she is as romantic as a monkey because they even have a pink heart at their buttocks!
Shopping spreeeeeeeeee. Want something different from salwar!! I want dresses, skirts, shorts and etc etc..
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
Stress!
So stressful these days!!
2days one test, 2months a big test. Haizz really speechless. Had an anatomy practical test today-histology part was OK because I got a slide with its title ACCIDENTALLY written on the slide(the test is supposed to let us guess what slide is that and lecturer will ask questions prior to that). So it was a transverse section of bone! Really dont understand why they want us to learn this stupid thing. Haizz.
And I didnt do well for the gross part. I got an easy question(superficial palmar arch) and a good lecturer who used to be my dissection table teacher. But I just didnt perform as well as I thought I could, and even as well as how she thinks I can. Made a serious mistake during elaboration, and I really feel lik banging my head to the wall after that. Haizz. How can I make such a mistake, on questions that I am so familiar with. (And before that I still have the mood to answer my friends' questions about the title they get)
Totally disappointed with myself, and I know the worse is still coming. Phoebe gambate!
2days one test, 2months a big test. Haizz really speechless. Had an anatomy practical test today-histology part was OK because I got a slide with its title ACCIDENTALLY written on the slide(the test is supposed to let us guess what slide is that and lecturer will ask questions prior to that). So it was a transverse section of bone! Really dont understand why they want us to learn this stupid thing. Haizz.
And I didnt do well for the gross part. I got an easy question(superficial palmar arch) and a good lecturer who used to be my dissection table teacher. But I just didnt perform as well as I thought I could, and even as well as how she thinks I can. Made a serious mistake during elaboration, and I really feel lik banging my head to the wall after that. Haizz. How can I make such a mistake, on questions that I am so familiar with. (And before that I still have the mood to answer my friends' questions about the title they get)
Totally disappointed with myself, and I know the worse is still coming. Phoebe gambate!
Saturday, October 10, 2009
It's saturday again!
Saturday again wahaha XD
Love saturday so much because it is the only day I can actually watch movie while completing my records. Dont have to use much brain power to memorize and understand facts, no chance for large amount of acetylcholine to diffuse across the synaptic cleft, and no chance to fire more action potential through post-ganglionic parasympathetic nerve transmission (because it becomes something involuntary as time goes!). Ok enough of it. Am so crazy these days due to excessive pressure and stress. (And if it is loaded on my shoulder it causes winging of scapula buahaha I haven forgotten what I revised yesterday!)
And anatomy is up to lower limb. Another LONG LONG LONG chapter to go. Study hard!!!
No much updates. Just sometimes feel so annoyed by classmates who always request for water from me. Maybe only 500ml enters into my body if I bring 1L each day. Sigh.
Texting with people is really fun because sometimes they tend to irritate you in a sweet way. I like my classmates for being funny and cute!(Only limited to some, exclude people who always annoy me by asking for water T.T")
Love saturday so much because it is the only day I can actually watch movie while completing my records. Dont have to use much brain power to memorize and understand facts, no chance for large amount of acetylcholine to diffuse across the synaptic cleft, and no chance to fire more action potential through post-ganglionic parasympathetic nerve transmission (because it becomes something involuntary as time goes!). Ok enough of it. Am so crazy these days due to excessive pressure and stress. (And if it is loaded on my shoulder it causes winging of scapula buahaha I haven forgotten what I revised yesterday!)
And anatomy is up to lower limb. Another LONG LONG LONG chapter to go. Study hard!!!
No much updates. Just sometimes feel so annoyed by classmates who always request for water from me. Maybe only 500ml enters into my body if I bring 1L each day. Sigh.
Texting with people is really fun because sometimes they tend to irritate you in a sweet way. I like my classmates for being funny and cute!(Only limited to some, exclude people who always annoy me by asking for water T.T")
Sunday, October 4, 2009
For a change of mood.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rexUdNhPFVI
Awhh I love this to de fullest..SO touching..
Different comments after watching this:
1. From an artistic person: Awhh this is so sad..Love is just so beautiful.
2. From a normal person with no artistic sense: Wah so kor-lian one..How nice if there is a guy who treats me lik tt (and then with de eyes full of love symbol)
Something like this:
3. From a rational person aka my classmate: Why he go n donate both eyes?Why cant he just donate one so both of them can see?
4. From somebody who is doing medicine (not me): What are the ways to make sure it is suitable to donate cornea? How come the liquid only harm her cornea but not some inner parts of the eyes?
Sweat......
Some of the greater things in life are unseen thats why I rather lose my eyes than losing you. The sightless life is terrible but what is worse is to wake up every morning without seeing you.
Aikss back to study :(
Awhh I love this to de fullest..SO touching..
Different comments after watching this:
1. From an artistic person: Awhh this is so sad..Love is just so beautiful.
2. From a normal person with no artistic sense: Wah so kor-lian one..How nice if there is a guy who treats me lik tt (and then with de eyes full of love symbol)
Something like this:
3. From a rational person aka my classmate: Why he go n donate both eyes?Why cant he just donate one so both of them can see?
4. From somebody who is doing medicine (not me): What are the ways to make sure it is suitable to donate cornea? How come the liquid only harm her cornea but not some inner parts of the eyes?
Sweat......
Some of the greater things in life are unseen thats why I rather lose my eyes than losing you. The sightless life is terrible but what is worse is to wake up every morning without seeing you.
Aikss back to study :(
Friday, October 2, 2009
Just so bored.
Am bored with books lately, seriously. Really wonders why Albert can say that physiology textbook=story book. For me, it is more to a medicine for insomnia :)
Tests again on Mon-both Anatomy and Physiology. Will be dying so soon because I haven't finished what I am supposed to study. *sigh* No extra compartment in the brain to accommodate variations of different counts and every single branch of a thin nerve. And also Biochemistry principles which they will ask on MON itself.
So dead :(
(And it makes me feel even sadder looking at some ppl's blog posting piccies taken in Aus. Ouch can I not be here?
Tests again on Mon-both Anatomy and Physiology. Will be dying so soon because I haven't finished what I am supposed to study. *sigh* No extra compartment in the brain to accommodate variations of different counts and every single branch of a thin nerve. And also Biochemistry principles which they will ask on MON itself.
So dead :(
(And it makes me feel even sadder looking at some ppl's blog posting piccies taken in Aus. Ouch can I not be here?
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