Ooohhh finally some spare time to update my blog and express certain feelings on a space totally belongs to me and only myself.
Well, it really makes me feel great being back in Malaysia, seeing lala-s in Sg Wang, smelling the blend of Tauhu busuk and sweat smell in Pasar Malam, meeting people whom I haven't met for years and etc etc. And via this I understand how much people love to come back home during holidays albeit that ticket prices are rising like hell.
Home sweet home, is what everyone says.
Went for a long marathon sing K session with Shanx and YYS. Really missed them loads. And Sherlock Holmes for dessert! Thumb up for his cute acts and Jude Law's super duple triple handsome face. Haiz, even before we departed from the Keretapi Tanah Melayu aka KTM we were still saying the same thing as what we sighed approximately 6 months ago: How nice if we are in the same uni.
Was watching movie and chatting with a close friend of mine at the same time. She is indeed enjoying her honeymoon life in Europe but was kinda emotional just now because she was so terribly annoyed by jerks and bitches. They are life-ruining princes and princesses who can convert all their money into coins and throw at you until you terlantar. But one word: SO WHAT. In this world it doesnt mean that u own the world if u have that little pathetic pounds which are even inherited from ur parents whom dont know that their daughters are so bitchy! Work hard and own ur money IF U R REALLY CAPABLE.
Dont just sit in front of that tiny lappie and scold people using words which are reflecting yourself. PATHETIC TOPLESS WOMAN WEARING ONLY BLACK BRA AND POKER DRESS POSING LIKE A PROSTITUTE. (This sentence I am scolding on behalf of my dearest fren =D)
No mood to continue scolding. Cont in next post!
But life still moves on, the clock still turns and time waits for no one. It is 2010 AGAIN!
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
Thursday, December 24, 2009
Merry Xmas!
Merry Christmas to all! This is the most significant xmas for me because I AM SO DESPERATELY WAITING TO GO BACK. Wohoo finally. After about 5 months staying in this crappy place.
Ok basically the place is not crappy, what is crappy is the college. I mean especially those lecturers who only shout and scream like nobody's business at innocent students but they themselves get the pay in their pockets. And not forgetting certain lecturer who crap and make people stand beside the cadaver's leg for 1 hour without benefiting us.
Cant believe I am actually going back home! Wahhh home sweet home :)
Life without
books
lecturers
lectures
tutorials
practicals
ia a life man! :))
Ok basically the place is not crappy, what is crappy is the college. I mean especially those lecturers who only shout and scream like nobody's business at innocent students but they themselves get the pay in their pockets. And not forgetting certain lecturer who crap and make people stand beside the cadaver's leg for 1 hour without benefiting us.
Cant believe I am actually going back home! Wahhh home sweet home :)
Life without
books
lecturers
lectures
tutorials
practicals
ia a life man! :))
Monday, December 21, 2009
Hulala..
1st batch of Malaysians in Mysore must be on the plane now I guess-on their way to happiness aka MALAYSIA. Aiyo envy envy envy. 2nd batch will leave this beautiful city with horrible college on Wed!
It is so awesome to get a chance to go back!
And I am still stucked here with tonnes of things to read, tonnes of things that I dont understand yet I have to squeeze it in my brain.
I know external nasal nerve is a branch of trigeminal nerve, but today only I know that external nasal nerve is a branch of anterior ethmoidal nerve which in turn is a branch of nasociliary nerve that comes out as one of the three branches of ophthalmic nerve in orbit, and yes, ophthalmic nerve is one of the three branches of trigeminal nerve.
1st to 12th cranial nerve should be all imprinted in my brain by tonight, which is so impossible :(
It is so awesome to get a chance to go back!
And I am still stucked here with tonnes of things to read, tonnes of things that I dont understand yet I have to squeeze it in my brain.
I know external nasal nerve is a branch of trigeminal nerve, but today only I know that external nasal nerve is a branch of anterior ethmoidal nerve which in turn is a branch of nasociliary nerve that comes out as one of the three branches of ophthalmic nerve in orbit, and yes, ophthalmic nerve is one of the three branches of trigeminal nerve.
1st to 12th cranial nerve should be all imprinted in my brain by tonight, which is so impossible :(
Saturday, December 19, 2009
No word to descibe this.
Just came back from class party for 1st MBBS JSSMC students. Horror.
Ok it is not only horror.
It should be very horror.
First time understand the feeling of culture shock-the party was held in some Chatrawana Resort located at the outskirt which is the most superb place for jungle trekking. Chairs on the field and mini stage with DJ playing musics.
First feeling: Abit expected because I can see that they are going to wear like peacocks from their over-excited faces in the class this morning. But still very shocked seeing their make-up and hair style. OMG OMG OMG. Where got people put 2-3 layers of powder on the face one. And where got people make their hair like that one. Okla dont want to condemn on their hair because mine doesnt look nice either. But the make up. Can you actually believe that the girls go to beauty parlour a day before party for hair cut, wax, eye make-up, nail polish and etc etc? They are not attending prom OK!
2nd feeling: Annoyed. Because those flies(or mosquitoes) kept flying here and there. Of course la here is jungle mah. Regretted not bringing mosquito repellant LOL.
3rd feeling: Embarrassed. They organised music chair as the first game and Vaish and I were trying our level best to escape from being called to play. Mana tahu there is this I-should-have-recognised-his-face fellow who shouted my name and asked me to join. Oklo join lo. But people who know me understand SO well that I have a very slow reflex action who cannot play this kind of game. So,
consequence=1st round already kena from a guy who sat on my lap. DAMN. He cannot differentiate between skeletal muscle fibers and plastic is it? My thigh muscles where got as hard as a chair ok. He some more sat nicely on my lap for 5-6 sec. And that makes me know that I am not the only person who is slow.
4th feeling: Trying to enjoy. Disco session started after the game and everyone in my class is crazy. Definitely crazy. They can really dance for 4-5 hours without having dinner. So obvious that they paid 300+ for dancing only. And the dance floor is, ahem, sucks.
Here we danced on the field.
Here we danced with Hindi songs.
Here we danced with people WHOM YOU CAN NEVER BELIEVE THEY DO THAT aka our classmates la who else.
Started saying about this I think I can list down from roll num1 to 153.
Some people wear like peacocks.
Some people wear like they are attending an interview.
Some people wear like they are getting married.
Eh please la this is common sense okay. Mana ada orang wear blazer to jungle one. You think you are some minister of Jabatan Persekitaran is it? I think he swallowed his common sense thats why he wore like that plus danced for few hours.
But some songs are really good la. Got pulled in to dance along by some guys whom I dont know their names. So Vaish and I were like enjoying the whole Om Shanti Om song. HEHE. Btw Ranjani is so sexy with her pose of flipping her wavy hair when she dances.
Hate people who sengaja become drunk and try to create probbies. Special credit to Vinay and the other guy whom I forgotten his name-for being so protective to everyone. Sad for them also lah cause they organised this thing and themselves didnt really participate throughout.
Anyway I got so shocked seeing people who dance till can skip dinner. Cant believe that Rajath actually dance for hours without stopping. He is MORE than crazy(although I memang know he is kaki clubbing la). What to do, like he said: just over 18 ma of course must do something that adults do.
And the girl who really follows behind lecturers, ask tonnes of questions in class with a very professional doctor look, dance like mad people for hours too.
Scary lah all my classmates. Eee..Takut!
So what we plan to do-next class party we will give excuse like WE ARE OFF TO BANGALORE :)
Ok it is not only horror.
It should be very horror.
First time understand the feeling of culture shock-the party was held in some Chatrawana Resort located at the outskirt which is the most superb place for jungle trekking. Chairs on the field and mini stage with DJ playing musics.
First feeling: Abit expected because I can see that they are going to wear like peacocks from their over-excited faces in the class this morning. But still very shocked seeing their make-up and hair style. OMG OMG OMG. Where got people put 2-3 layers of powder on the face one. And where got people make their hair like that one. Okla dont want to condemn on their hair because mine doesnt look nice either. But the make up. Can you actually believe that the girls go to beauty parlour a day before party for hair cut, wax, eye make-up, nail polish and etc etc? They are not attending prom OK!
2nd feeling: Annoyed. Because those flies(or mosquitoes) kept flying here and there. Of course la here is jungle mah. Regretted not bringing mosquito repellant LOL.
3rd feeling: Embarrassed. They organised music chair as the first game and Vaish and I were trying our level best to escape from being called to play. Mana tahu there is this I-should-have-recognised-his-face fellow who shouted my name and asked me to join. Oklo join lo. But people who know me understand SO well that I have a very slow reflex action who cannot play this kind of game. So,
consequence=1st round already kena from a guy who sat on my lap. DAMN. He cannot differentiate between skeletal muscle fibers and plastic is it? My thigh muscles where got as hard as a chair ok. He some more sat nicely on my lap for 5-6 sec. And that makes me know that I am not the only person who is slow.
4th feeling: Trying to enjoy. Disco session started after the game and everyone in my class is crazy. Definitely crazy. They can really dance for 4-5 hours without having dinner. So obvious that they paid 300+ for dancing only. And the dance floor is, ahem, sucks.
Here we danced on the field.
Here we danced with Hindi songs.
Here we danced with people WHOM YOU CAN NEVER BELIEVE THEY DO THAT aka our classmates la who else.
Started saying about this I think I can list down from roll num1 to 153.
Some people wear like peacocks.
Some people wear like they are attending an interview.
Some people wear like they are getting married.
Eh please la this is common sense okay. Mana ada orang wear blazer to jungle one. You think you are some minister of Jabatan Persekitaran is it? I think he swallowed his common sense thats why he wore like that plus danced for few hours.
But some songs are really good la. Got pulled in to dance along by some guys whom I dont know their names. So Vaish and I were like enjoying the whole Om Shanti Om song. HEHE. Btw Ranjani is so sexy with her pose of flipping her wavy hair when she dances.
Hate people who sengaja become drunk and try to create probbies. Special credit to Vinay and the other guy whom I forgotten his name-for being so protective to everyone. Sad for them also lah cause they organised this thing and themselves didnt really participate throughout.
Anyway I got so shocked seeing people who dance till can skip dinner. Cant believe that Rajath actually dance for hours without stopping. He is MORE than crazy(although I memang know he is kaki clubbing la). What to do, like he said: just over 18 ma of course must do something that adults do.
And the girl who really follows behind lecturers, ask tonnes of questions in class with a very professional doctor look, dance like mad people for hours too.
Scary lah all my classmates. Eee..Takut!
So what we plan to do-next class party we will give excuse like WE ARE OFF TO BANGALORE :)
Friday, December 18, 2009
The Storm Warrior
11 years ago, I went to the cinema for this movie with my sisters (and dad maybe?). Tt time I was only 8.
11 years later, I am going to the cinema for this movie AGAIN! Now I am already 19. Woohoo The Storm Warrior 2 is out finally!
OMG really didnt expect to have such a nice memory anymore. That time I was crazily in love with this movie that I kept going to those little put-in-coin-and-spin machine to get the character cards. And unbelievably I am still keeping it! Quite plenty of them are still in a small red colour Hong Leong bank box under the cupboard.
聂风，步惊云，孔慈，楚楚，文丑丑。
每个角色是多么地生动及富有情感的！Every single scene was still so clearly imprinted in my mind, even after 11 years.
Hopefully the movie doesnt disappoint me. I LOVEEE THE STORM WARRIOR!!
11 years later, I am going to the cinema for this movie AGAIN! Now I am already 19. Woohoo The Storm Warrior 2 is out finally!
OMG really didnt expect to have such a nice memory anymore. That time I was crazily in love with this movie that I kept going to those little put-in-coin-and-spin machine to get the character cards. And unbelievably I am still keeping it! Quite plenty of them are still in a small red colour Hong Leong bank box under the cupboard.
聂风，步惊云，孔慈，楚楚，文丑丑。
每个角色是多么地生动及富有情感的！Every single scene was still so clearly imprinted in my mind, even after 11 years.
Hopefully the movie doesnt disappoint me. I LOVEEE THE STORM WARRIOR!!
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
Happy day.
Wanna own this SO much. Sometimes really annoyed by road noises disturbing my morning peace listening to Adam Lambert. My headphone SUCKSSSSS.
And one more thing-JSS SUCKSSSSS. Yesterday were considering giving us holiday and today spent 15 min explaining the reasons of not giving us holiday-ALL LAME+BULL SHIT STUFF. What followed was physiology tutorial which took about 15-20min, and it was continued by a series of scolding and naggings from Mdm Renal(sorry forgot her name). STRESSSSS GILAAAA!!!
Eh why these people dont get bored of scolding and nagging the same thing for 100 times?
Eh why this ppl cannot giv us holiday?
Eh why this fellow wanna be so robotic that he wants the whole college (lecturers+staffs+students) to be as robotic as he is?
Eh why they just cant let us to do what we want?
Eh why we have no freedom in everything?
Eh why medical students so no life one.
And one more-
Eh why am I sitting in front of my lappie and not opening my books? :)
Sunday, December 13, 2009
Update la..
Wanna update piccies we took at Sankeertana's house! But some of de nice piccies are still in Husni and Sindhu's phones. ENJOYED camwhoring with Rebekah and Sindhu. Didnt know people here camwhore also :)
Cant stop surfing the net because:
1. Anatomy is boring
2. Physiology is also boring
3. Biochemistry is lagi boring.
HAHAHA suddenly got this joke from my roomie:
Her bf: 我很怀念你。
BUAHAHAHAAHA I laughed until cannot stop. 怀念=想念? OMG OMG OMG.
Yeh today I wanna spend my life with lappie :))
Cant stop surfing the net because:
1. Anatomy is boring
2. Physiology is also boring
3. Biochemistry is lagi boring.
HAHAHA suddenly got this joke from my roomie:
Her bf: 我很怀念你。
BUAHAHAHAAHA I laughed until cannot stop. 怀念=想念? OMG OMG OMG.
Yeh today I wanna spend my life with lappie :))
Thursday, December 10, 2009
-.-""
Bored with life. Bored with studies. Bored with tutorials.
Tired of classes. Tired of stress. Tired of expectations.
But life stil goes on. Classes still progressing. Everyone still improving. Yet I am staying at the same original point which I started.
Haizz loads of works to do and things to study but I am still stucked with drama and games everyday.
Its time to change, Phoebs.
Tired of classes. Tired of stress. Tired of expectations.
But life stil goes on. Classes still progressing. Everyone still improving. Yet I am staying at the same original point which I started.
Haizz loads of works to do and things to study but I am still stucked with drama and games everyday.
Its time to change, Phoebs.
Saturday, December 5, 2009
:(
It has been really a long time since I last showed this expression.
Dont ask me what expression is this.
Dont ask me why.
I am not feeling happy, not at all.
Sometimes accumulation of many things in your heart leads to the growth of a mountain, a mountain of grief. And when something is there to catalyse the reaction, everything explodes out.
= Mental breakdown.
Saw ChiaYin posted something on her facebook: things about distance is that they are not always there when you need them the most.
Ya nothing is ever more correct than this. Just now was terribly sad because I pondered around and nobody is there for me.
Yes I need you to talk so much just now, but where were you?
(I know you will come to read this post sooner or later, but please dont feel bad ok. I am recovering :) )
Dont ask me what expression is this.
Dont ask me why.
I am not feeling happy, not at all.
Sometimes accumulation of many things in your heart leads to the growth of a mountain, a mountain of grief. And when something is there to catalyse the reaction, everything explodes out.
= Mental breakdown.
Saw ChiaYin posted something on her facebook: things about distance is that they are not always there when you need them the most.
Ya nothing is ever more correct than this. Just now was terribly sad because I pondered around and nobody is there for me.
Yes I need you to talk so much just now, but where were you?
(I know you will come to read this post sooner or later, but please dont feel bad ok. I am recovering :) )
Friday, December 4, 2009
Boring leh..
1st time updating my blog in college library. Not bad wei their internet speed-abit faster than the speed of tortoise walking.
Damn bored la. Have to wait for another hour to meet with the principal-another lame fellow on earth Haizz. Definitely he is going to talk to us about nonsensical stuff like:
There's no holiday for 1st year.
Can u people cope with the studies?
U people need extra classes?
How do you all find life here?
And we will put on the artificial insincere smile on our cheeks replying him things like: No sir we are satisfied with everything here (even though we seriously dont).
Ok theory for this: They do tell us ALWAYS to look for them if we are having problems, but when we try to tell them, these are the possible consequences:
1. get scolded
2. "Ok we will fix this for you. Wait x3"
Wat for we go and talk to them since they are so inconsiderate?
Extremely annoying human beings are sometimes present on earth, I tell myself.
Damn bored la. Have to wait for another hour to meet with the principal-another lame fellow on earth Haizz. Definitely he is going to talk to us about nonsensical stuff like:
There's no holiday for 1st year.
Can u people cope with the studies?
U people need extra classes?
How do you all find life here?
And we will put on the artificial insincere smile on our cheeks replying him things like: No sir we are satisfied with everything here (even though we seriously dont).
Ok theory for this: They do tell us ALWAYS to look for them if we are having problems, but when we try to tell them, these are the possible consequences:
1. get scolded
2. "Ok we will fix this for you. Wait x3"
Wat for we go and talk to them since they are so inconsiderate?
Extremely annoying human beings are sometimes present on earth, I tell myself.
Ahh study!!!
Basically I dont really have the mood to study after exams. Everyday I would plan of what to study when I am too free sitting in the bus enjoying the pon-pon sound outside but when I get back home, things start to change so rapidly.
Snacks.
Eat.
Online.
Muvee.
Chat.
And time flies..Isykk whats wrong with me to think that life is so easy after exam?Not by any chance I should have thought like that! But seriously no mood to catch up with tonnes of things being taught before and after exam-plus life is so difficult since Head and Neck anatomy is started now. And the worse thing is I GOT A BAD LECTURER FOR THE MOST VITAL PART. SHIT MAN.
Ohya one more thing: ALBERT TOLD ME A COLD JOKE!
Phoebe: Still not sleepy yet?
Albert: No. Gotta sleep soon. Am trying to create panda eyes to ask mdm whether we can write that as applied aspect of facial expression or not.
OMG albert is telling me jokes. Huh?Unbelievable. Not bad, at least he stil has a sense of humour.
Was doing some analysis on email and found out that it is quite true.
They analyse people by seeing how they fold their arms+tighten their fists. This is my type:
呜莎女
性格：为人温婉、有人情味型
[呜莎]型的你，让人感觉温暖、有女人味。不但能察觉对方的心情，还善于思考最佳的应对方式，折中妥协。这么一来，不知不觉中便掌控了对方的情感，让对方随自己起舞。此类型的人不会强出头，而是在背后支持他人。
总是给人沉着稳重、待人处世佳的印象，及“无话不可谈”的安全感，是一旦被人期待、受人请托，便无法拒绝的类型，即使牺牲自我也要关照他人。不过，如此尽心尽力，对方却依然无法了解自己的心意，或是拒人于千里之外的话，对于这种自我中心的人，[呜莎]型的你会毅然决然撒手不管。相反的，若是一听到有人说“辛苦你了”、“谢谢”，心情便立刻好转，进而甘愿为对方鞠躬尽瘁。基本上是个很好的听众，遇到能够看穿自己并予以照顾的人，也很懂得对他依赖。
生性浪漫，一旦相信一个人就深信不疑，因此若是幻想破灭，或遭人背叛，便大受打击，十分沮丧。是个好奇心旺盛的行动派，任何事都想体验看看，增加见闻。
不过，有了某种程度的理解之后，热情便急速冷却亦司空见惯。
Hoho dont dare to say that I have 女人味，但整体来说好像有点高估了我！50%是对吧！
恋爱：情义、技巧两者并重型
爱情的开端几乎都是一见钟情。凡事以恋爱为优先，为了让对方对自己倾心，会投注全部心力。直到两人交往前，不论是对方的条件、一举一动和状况都会细心地注意，并能冷静地处理。
不过，[呜莎]女一旦陷入热恋，与生俱来的自制力便荡然无存，完全不在乎旁人的目光，全力冲刺爱情。
但另一方面，一谈起恋爱，出乎意外地，其好奇心和兴奋感便会急速下降。尽管如此，她依然能运用来自丰富经验的高超技巧，让对方毫无察觉地享受恋情。
基本上由于为人殷勤，具有全力以赴的本质，在性爱上也会利用自己所懂得的技巧，取悦对方，并了在其中。
而随着时间推移，热情虽渐渐冷却，但对对方的情义和爱护的心理却愈发强烈。
到最后变成母亲般，无法狠心舍弃对方，极可能在分手时陷入泥淖，难以脱身。
正因为十分了解对方的感情，更容易受到当场气氛的摆布，迷迷糊糊地就被情感束缚，尽管好几次决心分手，却依然拖拖拉拉地交往着。为免对方日后纠缠、骚扰，切忌要妥善分手，与对方成为好朋友。
最后几句很对-但它应该适用于全部女生吧！不知道。Blank.
I am still not back into reality from a story told by my friend. Boys should always be responsible right? Why is it so hard to admit and pick up the responsibilities that he should carry? Sigh. Hope she is fine and has a brand new life.
Snacks.
Eat.
Online.
Muvee.
Chat.
And time flies..Isykk whats wrong with me to think that life is so easy after exam?Not by any chance I should have thought like that! But seriously no mood to catch up with tonnes of things being taught before and after exam-plus life is so difficult since Head and Neck anatomy is started now. And the worse thing is I GOT A BAD LECTURER FOR THE MOST VITAL PART. SHIT MAN.
Ohya one more thing: ALBERT TOLD ME A COLD JOKE!
Phoebe: Still not sleepy yet?
Albert: No. Gotta sleep soon. Am trying to create panda eyes to ask mdm whether we can write that as applied aspect of facial expression or not.
OMG albert is telling me jokes. Huh?Unbelievable. Not bad, at least he stil has a sense of humour.
Was doing some analysis on email and found out that it is quite true.
They analyse people by seeing how they fold their arms+tighten their fists. This is my type:
呜莎女
性格：为人温婉、有人情味型
[呜莎]型的你，让人感觉温暖、有女人味。不但能察觉对方的心情，还善于思考最佳的应对方式，折中妥协。这么一来，不知不觉中便掌控了对方的情感，让对方随自己起舞。此类型的人不会强出头，而是在背后支持他人。
总是给人沉着稳重、待人处世佳的印象，及“无话不可谈”的安全感，是一旦被人期待、受人请托，便无法拒绝的类型，即使牺牲自我也要关照他人。不过，如此尽心尽力，对方却依然无法了解自己的心意，或是拒人于千里之外的话，对于这种自我中心的人，[呜莎]型的你会毅然决然撒手不管。相反的，若是一听到有人说“辛苦你了”、“谢谢”，心情便立刻好转，进而甘愿为对方鞠躬尽瘁。基本上是个很好的听众，遇到能够看穿自己并予以照顾的人，也很懂得对他依赖。
生性浪漫，一旦相信一个人就深信不疑，因此若是幻想破灭，或遭人背叛，便大受打击，十分沮丧。是个好奇心旺盛的行动派，任何事都想体验看看，增加见闻。
不过，有了某种程度的理解之后，热情便急速冷却亦司空见惯。
Hoho dont dare to say that I have 女人味，但整体来说好像有点高估了我！50%是对吧！
恋爱：情义、技巧两者并重型
爱情的开端几乎都是一见钟情。凡事以恋爱为优先，为了让对方对自己倾心，会投注全部心力。直到两人交往前，不论是对方的条件、一举一动和状况都会细心地注意，并能冷静地处理。
不过，[呜莎]女一旦陷入热恋，与生俱来的自制力便荡然无存，完全不在乎旁人的目光，全力冲刺爱情。
但另一方面，一谈起恋爱，出乎意外地，其好奇心和兴奋感便会急速下降。尽管如此，她依然能运用来自丰富经验的高超技巧，让对方毫无察觉地享受恋情。
基本上由于为人殷勤，具有全力以赴的本质，在性爱上也会利用自己所懂得的技巧，取悦对方，并了在其中。
而随着时间推移，热情虽渐渐冷却，但对对方的情义和爱护的心理却愈发强烈。
到最后变成母亲般，无法狠心舍弃对方，极可能在分手时陷入泥淖，难以脱身。
正因为十分了解对方的感情，更容易受到当场气氛的摆布，迷迷糊糊地就被情感束缚，尽管好几次决心分手，却依然拖拖拉拉地交往着。为免对方日后纠缠、骚扰，切忌要妥善分手，与对方成为好朋友。
最后几句很对-但它应该适用于全部女生吧！不知道。Blank.
I am still not back into reality from a story told by my friend. Boys should always be responsible right? Why is it so hard to admit and pick up the responsibilities that he should carry? Sigh. Hope she is fine and has a brand new life.
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